Saranghajimayo

I don't know what to do. My life seems so aimless and white. Desperation and loneliness lying in front of my eyes. This is my first time of doing it so obvious. I bought a drink for her. However, it's not what as I expected. She did not even say thanks to me. It makes my heart break..

Afraid?

I was really worried about her
she likes to get praises and comments from others
she like positive and cheering comments
she hate negative comments

if this continues, I am afraid she might be cheated by other guys
please be smarter abit
sweet words are not meant to be meaningful..
take care of yourself..

Am I Stupid or Brainless?

I knew I was wrong
I should not hold on to something that was not meant for me

I keep on saying that she have a lot of similarities with me
I think I was wrong, she never had anything to do with me
She just treat me as a normal friend

I dont want anybody to hate me anymore
I hate hatred from others
I never like it..
please, dont hate me

I wont bother u anymore..

Tears drop

I cant hold it anymore...
Maybe I was over-reacted or what..
those whom I like will not like me, that is one thing for certain
those whom I hate to disturb will keep on sticking to me ..
What the hell is going on?

I feel like the world is so unfair,
I dont care whether the sky is falling or what
it does not gives me sense anymore..

Why does she have to hate me?
What have I done?
I dont feel like to post or do anything stupid publicly anymore
I personally feel that no space will be there for me except for this petty blog space..

I should not like her at the first place,
I dont even know how come I can easily fall in love with someone I've known just a few days
I was stupid, I am crazy
I felt tired again
I dont wanna blog.. I wan to put a dot in all this
.

放弃

她从来都没喜欢过我，
这是肯定的。
可能我一直都在自作多情吧！
是该放弃的时候了？
爱我的话，给我回答。。。

只想跟你说声对不起，
我不会再烦你了。。
可能生活会更加美好吧。。

不顾一切

他们说喜欢一个人并不需要拥有她，
只要知道她每天能过得比自己更快乐才最重要。。。
而我相信我也能够做得到。

她的问题？

我不知道， 我不懂， 我不清楚， 不要问我， 也不要跟我说。。。

为什么经常会有人说她的坏话呢？

不止一个， 有好几个。。他们都说她是个很侨的女孩， 很喜欢撒娇， 而我会不会是其中一个受害者？ 每当她在网上给我comment时， 我发现我的心都跳得很快。。 不知是为何。。！？